Christmas doesn't feel like Christmas this year. No parties, no caroling, no no love. ):
It's just sad to see that in another 3 weeks, I've got to work hard again. Why, I dread the feeling of having to go back to school. I doubt my brain works anymore. I believe it has really gone all rusty. And worse of all, I feel so lazy to start again. I think it's fear of not being able to remember and recall facts that I've studied before. You know, like when you try reading the notes that you've studied before and realise, oh dang, I can't remember a thing. Why does it all seem so unfamiliar now? ):
Not the best of feelings to have at such a Christmassy time of the year. SAD.
Jesus, please don't ever leave me.
I have to say this even though I know you'll never will.